You know what I've heard about girls like you? Messy, bookish girls like me? Wait, what have you heard? How does an introverted, untidy pastor's daughter cope with a fastidious mother, a perpetual lack of privacy, and adults who expect her to turn the other cheek or pray on demand? Church can be hard - even for a pastor's kid.
Especially for one prone to sassiness and messiness and who falls far short of holiness.