Polyamory is like that for the vast majority of us today - different.
That does not make it wrong or perverse.
Should you decide to experiment with polyamory, understand that it has both positive and negative aspects.
In the end, how happy or not you become depends on you, not your sexual orientation or relationship choices.
That said, you should also understand that every decision you make comes with consequences - both good and bad.
Whatever you decide, I wish you happiness and fulfillment.